Had my first belly dancing class on wed.. totally love it, though its so tiring.. but its really a full body workout man.. hee..

kinda tired nowadays, guessed my scales are just being tipped and i cant find a balance in my life.. anyway... i dont know whether its me or not, i tend to have a problem relating to others with regards to my problems and yet i can absorb all my friends problems and really feel for them.. sometimes i really think i am mad always worrying about people's problem.. being a 100% busybody showing genuine care n concern, but some people just dun appreciate.. sometimes i think i should be selfish n think of myself n stop being a hero.. but unfortunately thats not my character...

isnt there anyone tat can i can really poured out my trouble too? or maybe i have a problem trusting.. one day.. it i just keep bottling up my feelings i think i will just explode.. cos i am getting too tired... just too tired... how i wish i was out of this world.. or if i had a wish i rather give my life to someone who is terminally ill so tat he/she may continue life.. but tats just taking the easy way out.. see how ba..